Not many knew of my past....
For it is just so complicated; I would take a thousand years to narrate out everything.
As if anyone would spare me such time, when people are already demanding more than 24 hrs a day in this era.
There were mixed feelings when I had to deal with some of that complicated past buried in an ulu part of me again..
A plethora of thoughts filled my mind when I met her at Starbucks.
We have all grown out of our infantile and ignorant self.
She had aims in life which she told me 5 years ago, and I saw that she had achieved it.
I still remembered vividly "Toffee" was what she told me she would name her dog if she had one.
I used to say... why not Dino? Cuter leh..
And she would always retort with.. Noooo, I would feel like I am calling you every time I call my dog..
And indeed, her little puppy now is named Toffee.
She hadn't changed at all.
Still the same old determined, strong-willed and highly motivated person I once knew.
Something which I had always admired.
It has already been so many years...
But I still carry that embroidery with the words Nino on it with me wherever I go.
For I had once told someone that I would always keep it close to me.
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Went to watch Asian Boys...
They had conversations that got my already exhausted mind pretty much preoccupied with countless thoughts..
And I found myself thinking...
When did it all started???
For it is just so complicated; I would take a thousand years to narrate out everything.
As if anyone would spare me such time, when people are already demanding more than 24 hrs a day in this era.
There were mixed feelings when I had to deal with some of that complicated past buried in an ulu part of me again..
A plethora of thoughts filled my mind when I met her at Starbucks.
We have all grown out of our infantile and ignorant self.
She had aims in life which she told me 5 years ago, and I saw that she had achieved it.
I still remembered vividly "Toffee" was what she told me she would name her dog if she had one.
I used to say... why not Dino? Cuter leh..
And she would always retort with.. Noooo, I would feel like I am calling you every time I call my dog..
And indeed, her little puppy now is named Toffee.
She hadn't changed at all.
Still the same old determined, strong-willed and highly motivated person I once knew.
Something which I had always admired.
It has already been so many years...
But I still carry that embroidery with the words Nino on it with me wherever I go.
For I had once told someone that I would always keep it close to me.
===============================
Went to watch Asian Boys...
They had conversations that got my already exhausted mind pretty much preoccupied with countless thoughts..
And I found myself thinking...
When did it all started???
3 Comments:
At 1:15 PM ,
Anonymous said...
its just some thoughts, so here goes:
life, in all its splendor and mystery, can be a wonderful experience if you allow it to be.
some things may not be easy to deal with but face it with the knowledge that you will find ur way out eventually.
sometimes we tire ourselves with questions that nv seem to have any ans.
dont be too preoccupied with finding those ans, it will come to you naturally when the time comes.
i dont know if these make sense but is what i learnt from past experiences.
At 10:22 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Oh, thanks for the lovely and encouraging comment. =DD
Love u, polar!
Oh well...
I think I had immersed myself too much into my thoughts.
At 12:59 AM ,
Anonymous said...
nah its alright, i guess everyone does tt all the time. need to exercise the brain a little if not become senile. just dont overdo it. when u let it rest a while, the ans will become clearer too ;)
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